And I'm thinking that homeschooling may not be a long-term solution for us. Big Sissy is soooo motivated and eager to learn. The problem is more that I am not so motivated and not as eager of a teacher. And I have 2 little kids who also need attention. And I'm trying to do publicity for my MOPS group. And I'm trying to start a new business. And my grandpa is very sick and I'm trying to see him on the weekends. The hives are telling me that I won't be able to keep this up for long. I'm praying for wisdom and balance. I didn't make the first payment for preschool because I wasn't going to do it, but now I'm doubting my decision. *sigh*
So that's where I've been. Trying to balance my world on my finger. Suddenly I don't feel in control of this spinning ball. I'm glad that my spinning ball is a tiny little thing on the bigger ball that is humanity on the bigger ball that is the earth on the bigger ball that is God's domain. At least I can rest in that.
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I'm so sorry. I know from experience that stress hurts! I'm praying that God will give you clarity of thought in what you should do - the best direction to take. Be blessed and know that you are loved.
Thank you, Aunt "granny2five." I feel like I've been cyber hugged. :)
What's your business you're starting? Sorry if I'm being nosy!
I'm going to be selling Thirty One Gifts. Look for an invitation soon to a party near you (Busy Momma's having a party on 9/22).
www.thirtyonegifts.com
Lots of hugs to you! I know that you are a wise and loving mama, and whatever you ultimately decide will be good for your kids. Even if academics don't get as much of a priority as you would like if you had more time, seeing you care for others (and yourself!) is valuable education, too.
Sis, you do such a wonderful job working with ALL of you children, and Big Sissy is more prepared right now for kindergarten than kids that have already started kindergarten! I know that for a fact. But I also know this is something you really wanted to do this year. I'll pray for wisdom for the right choice & the right doors to open or close soon. Love you!
And you know that I meant to say something warm and meaningful - I was just distracted by being nosy on your business!! You're a fantastic mom/wife/business starter upper and will succeed regardless. Just google it lol!!
If in doubt, Google It. That's my motto! :)
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